briony biya vieny

i just love books..........keeps reality away ;)

look at it and see pain...........

— feeling cat

look at it and see pain

pain that left deep deep even time can't heal it ...pain of been alone ......pain of the ons that left us not Unwittingly ......but left for good only there Memories was there hunting us in the night ....was they worth our tears "i my say yes" it even worth the pain we felt for them because deep down we now that there were some people cares about us it doesn't matter if there dead.....they are here with us alive in our hearts alive in our dreams helping us to fulfil them ...making us deal with the pain of losing them by lifting for us there unfinished business it's probably a selfish act by them " why live us to beginning with then on top of that live your trouble to us to deal with why making the pain even worst " we my think but it's not ..deep down to the bottom of their action unspoken truth... but why don't say it in our faces noo they live us with there wisdom ways liven numbers and symbols but the great thing about it....they believe in us....and they don't want us deal with the sorrow of losing them cuz they know we care to much to the point that pain will eat us the want us to move on with our lives we may not heal but it's Enough that we make them proud of us......... the care and we cares each one with his wicked ways.


feeling to write something sad ^^



                             day by day...........i'l wait to my faith to come true 


                             day by day ..........waiting for the moment that my dreams come real


                             day by day ..........sitting chasing the time 


                             day by day ..........looking for my salvation


                             day by day ..........i'll pray to my GOD 


                             day by day ........i'll make my time useful


                             day by day .........until the Day 




                                              i'll wait .


Far away

Never feared for anything...
Never shamed but never free...
A life that healed a broken heart with all that it could..

Lived a life so endlessly...
Saw beyond what others see...
I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could...

Will you stay ?
Will you stay away forever ?

How do I live without the ones I love ?
Time still turns the pages of the book its burned...
Place and time always on my mind...
I have so much to say but you’re so far away...

Plans of what our futures hold...
Foolish lies of growing old...
It seems we’re so invincible...
The truth is so cold...

A final song, a last request...
A perfect chapter laid to rest...
Now and then I try to find a place in my mind...

Where you can stay...
You can stay awake forever...

How do I live without the ones I love ?
Time still turns the pages of the book its burned...
Place and time always on my mind...
I have so much to say but you’re so far away...

Sleep tight, I’m not afraid...
The ones that we love are here with me...
Lay away a place for me...
Cause as soon as I’m done I’ll be on my way...
To live eternally...

How do I live without the ones I love ?
Time still turns the pages of the book its burned...
Place and time always on my mind...
And the light you left remains but it’s so hard to stay...
When I have so much to say and you’re so far away...

I love you...
You were ready...
The pain is strong enough despite...
But I’ll see you...
When He lets me...
Your pain is gone, your hands are tied...

So ...
And I need you to know...
So far away...
And I need you to...
Need you to know...

I feel the wounds,
of your battlefield-
I feel the ache,
of your heart-
your tears that fall,
within my soul-
I hold now.

if you can open,
your eyes and see-
what waits at the door,
of your desires-
your passion and your fire,
are wings to carry you through.

above the wake,
of your worries-
the anxious fear,
that hold your feet still-
you are a brilliant star,
shining against-
the darkness of your sorrow.

I see your glow,
even though-
you think it doesn’t show,
your heart reveals your tender-
in your embracing,
in the tears tracing,
upon your child-like face.

so I take your hand,
and with our light-
we hold over our path,
I will not let go,
I hold you so close.

but if there is,
a part of the road-
you must walk alone-
a thousand souls-
light your way.

precious one,
you are more-
than you seem,
your dreams-
will become your way,
it is a part,
of your miraculous being.

By Maureen Kwiat Meshenberg

living the moment.
living the moment.

Some time today,
The idea came to me again
Took my mind away
Seeing the moment sink again
My soul is but a burning sand
From those dark shadowy memories I am Fond
Talking no more of the trend
Though silence is killing me more
Suspecting everything once more
Should I’ve kept that wall?
Shall the pain still unfold?
Seeking my refuge in the mold?
The ecstasy of death knocking the door
Calling on life no more
The sparkles swept on the floor
Blackish dreadful smoke over all
Black is taking over the town
Kicking all colors but his own
Spreading the smell of death
Grief, sorrow, and sadness grown
Is all what is seen
A Voice echoed: “Who’s there?”
No reply, but a wondering eye
It was my soul’s voice
Sneaking in wonder to tell
Exclaiming if any is dead
Not knowing all passed away
And no one is ahead
It was unsaved, unreturned

__ L.B

a luv book
a luv book

the feeling when you read a good book and you fall in love with the characters ♥